Are you just EXISTING- what does a life of existence look like? It looks like status-quo, go along to get along; going through the motion; operating as if by a remote controlled by another. Do you find yourself standing back stewing, hating debating, and creating all sorts of reasons and excused why you can't step up to the plate.
It is time to change the gear to PERSIST(do all you can with all you've got, there are recourses available for today and tomorrow 'just do' without giving up) why? because you are worth it. You are loved; you are loving; you are loveable. How to persist first establish your inner authority, the Goddess/God within. Well said Simran Singh, "Creative expression is service to self, enriching life beyond stories, personality and identity when we inspire ourselves from within, we naturally express Light and model inspiration." Second Creating innovation that Transforms-Simran continues life is an inquiry, an infinite opportunity for fulfilling individual unique genius and understanding connection both internal and external. Do not give the problem power by giving it attention. Give the focus and attention to what you do... want, it will grow 'I promise'. Third you are light let the Goddess within illuminate life with her presence.
Her is a place to start: Who AM I? What do I want? What do I long to experience in my life now? What are my discontents? Do I speak positively to my self? What is one action I can take today to be more loving, accepting and nurturing to my beautiful, creative Goddess within?